Just leave me be, just set me free
Dec. 25th, 2012 09:39 pmShe slow dances to the music in her head.
It's not that simple really, not just music but screaming and pleading, not just steps but a complex pattern that won't let her fall.
Nothing is as simple as it once was and yet it's much simpler than it used to be.
She lets her hands go into the air, moving her body slowly but surely across the floor. She won't fall, she won't fall, she won't fall, she won't fall.
She opens her mouth, opens it to sing and the words fail to come out, only a soft noise comes to her, the sound of a squeak or a tiny bird chirping Nothing like her voice at all.
Her heart skips a beat and she stops dancing, her legs caving in on her and she hits the ground hard, her hands going up to her throat.
She's not sure what to do now and she looks around, hoping for help, for someone to tell her what she should be doing.
It's not that simple really, not just music but screaming and pleading, not just steps but a complex pattern that won't let her fall.
Nothing is as simple as it once was and yet it's much simpler than it used to be.
She lets her hands go into the air, moving her body slowly but surely across the floor. She won't fall, she won't fall, she won't fall, she won't fall.
She opens her mouth, opens it to sing and the words fail to come out, only a soft noise comes to her, the sound of a squeak or a tiny bird chirping Nothing like her voice at all.
Her heart skips a beat and she stops dancing, her legs caving in on her and she hits the ground hard, her hands going up to her throat.
She's not sure what to do now and she looks around, hoping for help, for someone to tell her what she should be doing.